<†> D-Republik <†>

2011-01-10T19:52:00.002+08:00

"너 때문에 사랑을 믿었어,
너 때문에 나 모두 다 잃었어."

2011-01-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

You're so special.
So damn special..
):

2010-11-25T21:27:00.002+08:00

All I had,
All I needed..
Was you.
Why did you have to go..

2010-10-15T22:01:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally overr~
Yay? ._.
Something's missing.
I can't be completely happy.
There's no joy.
Now that the exams are over..
There's nothing to distract me.

I can't find any reason to get out of bed..
I'd rather lay there all day.. Asleep..
Rather than to wake up, and face the world all alone..
There's nothing left really.
I don't know why I can't move forward..
Can't move on..
Its like.. The only thing that kept me going all these while was that belief..
That lie.
That I kept telling myself..
But how long will it last? ._.
I wonder..
Its been 6months15days.. So long already..
So much time has already passed.
But I can't get you out of my mind..
I just can't find any reason to hate you or forget you..

Yeah,
You've probably moved on with your life.
Leaving whatever that happened behind.
Maybe even enjoying yourself more than before..
But..
Since I didn't do anything much..
Its no wonder you forgot me so easily..
Its no wonder you let go of me so easily..

So I shouldn't be hoping so much what..
There's no reason why I should..
Its not as if you'll come back to me one day miraculously because I cried for you every night..
But I don't know why...
All the good memories..
Those are the things that kept me running..
Now we're strangers..
Everytime I see you smile, I just feel like breaking down into tears..
Because it was that same smile that always made me feel happy..
To you its all history already isn't it?
Chucked behind and confined in the deepest corners of your mind..
So that you'll never remember that again..
Maybe everything I said here is wrong..

I know that time won't wait for anyone..
Even for me..
It just ticks my life away as it is..
But I don't mind that..
What other reason do I have to live?
Maybe I'll find out soon..
Hopefully..

But sometimes I still wonder..
Do you still think of me like how I think of you?..
Hm..
Nevermind..
I think I typed a little too much.. ._.
Continue tomorrow ba..
Bye blog.
Bye anyone who actually read this and put his/herself into my shoes..
Thanks for hearing me out..
Longer post tmr :/
Night.

2010-09-21T16:35:00.002+08:00

310310.
I'll never forget.

2010-08-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

Overreacting.
Scared.
Frustrated.
Confused.
I just don't know what to do.

2010-08-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

"When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you.
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too.
When you're gone...
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day,
And make it okay..."

"I miss you."

I swear this song got me thinking.. ):

2010-08-02T19:27:00.001+08:00

Devastated.

2010-07-18T19:50:00.002+08:00

"So I let go,
Watching you turn your back like you always do.
Face away and pretend that I'm not,
But I'll be here.
Because you're all that I've got."

(:

2010-07-10T13:46:00.002+08:00

I still think of you everyday.. :/
HAHA.

2010-07-06T20:27:00.002+08:00

I'm going to continue holding on.
No matter how pain it is.
No matter how long I have to wait.
No matter how you want to treat me.
No matter how much you want to ignore me.
No matter how much you probably hate me now..
I'm still going to hold on.
Because it means alot to me.
I cannot let go.
It's whatever I gave for.
Whatever I wished for.
I finally got it.
And even if it's slipping from me,
I'm still going to hold on.
Because I know,
This is not the way it ends.
No.
Not the way it ends.

2010-07-04T21:08:00.001+08:00

You're the best for me. (:

2010-06-28T23:19:00.004+08:00

I'm okay.
I'm just waiting for you.
Waiting for your move.
Because I won't go anywhere until I get an answer.
So please...
Are you just going to let go like this?
All the times we spent together?
Although they are not many, they still mean alot to me.
I wanna walk with you to school again.
I wanna dodge bicycles on the way to school with you again.
I wanna scare you by randomly shouting ''SNAIL'' again.
I wanna talk to you like how we did before.
I wanna be the one whom you will call when you've got nothing to do and just want to disturb somebody.
I wanna play basketball with you again.
I wanna wave ''Hi'' to you everytime we walk past each other.
I wanna poke you again.
I wanna share lame jokes with you again.
I want you to call me daniuge or a zhu again.
I wanna type ''HAHA'' at random things like we used to last time.
I wanna take the bus home with you again.
I wanna sit next and stand next to you again.
I want you to poke me back when I poke you again.

There's still plenty of things we haven't done yet~
Although we planned it all wayyyyy in advance..
><
So please... Give it a thought.
You really just mean SO much to me. Really.
I cannot stand the thought of losing you.
I know I did many things in the past that disappointed you...
Whatever I did wrong I regret bitterly.
Honestly,
We've come this far and I've learnt all my lessons already.
I still remember the joy when this started.
But I do not fear the end cos I know its not like this.
One Last note;

I ♥ You.

2010-06-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

"If I could change, I would
Take back the pain, I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would"

2010-06-21T18:21:00.002+08:00

D':

2010-06-20T18:18:00.001+08:00

Silence makes me feel uncomfortable.

2010-06-19T17:56:00.007+08:00

~~I don't feel the warmth anymore.~~

~~Everything is good from the beginning.~~
Its always like this.
Always starts out the way you want it to go.
And it always seems so alright.

Then, soon after, yeah,
The novelty wears off.
Maybe that's why it is like this.
Everything's become a routine.
Doesn't feel real.

But not for me.
The novelty doesn't wear off.
It lasts and lasts and lasts.
I don't take things for granted.

I'm not angry.
I'm just very disappointed.
The way things are now doesn't make me feel like that special someone.
Just makes me feel like a normal friend.
How can I make you see?
That you just mean so much to me.

I wonder what will you do when you read this.
But this is just how I feel.
I don't know why I don't have the guts to tell you this personally.
But I'm just going to leave this here.
I just hope that,
My nightmare does not become a reality.
I'm not asking for anything much.
I just want you to show me just how much you love me really.
But really,
I love you. ♥

2010-06-14T19:22:00.001+08:00

Suanage.

2010-06-13T19:59:00.002+08:00

HEY PEEPOH :D

Hokaii,
My holiday so far has beeennnnn...
Boring.
HAHA
Super boring ._.
Most of the time its the weather.
Don't let me go out.
Evil...
Okay whatever la
HAHA

Hmmm..
I wonder how many people still bloghop.
LOL
Okay thats a super random question ._.
Shall stop here ba.
I'm starting to feel like somebody x.x
LOL
Byebyebye~

2010-06-09T12:18:00.001+08:00

BOO~

2010-06-02T14:51:00.003+08:00

Trying to go through just one day without talking to you is like walking in hell.
Haha.
Why did it have to come to this...
I feel like I've lost everything.
Now I'm just waiting.
Hoping.
That it'll end soon.
Lest my tears be shed in vain,
I want you to know that you're my one and only.

I was wrong.
Forgive me.

2010-05-19T14:56:00.001+08:00

This feeling sucks.

2010-05-12T21:29:00.007+08:00

EXAM OVAR PEEPOHS~!

HAHA.
Yeahs!
Exams finally over~
Geography paper was the last paper.
Wrote until my hands ached.
LOL
What to do?
Geography what~

Sian sia...
Today seriously feels like a Friday.
Don't feel like going to school tomorrow.
HAHA.
Post-exam activities tomorrow~
Wonder what we all gonna be doing...
Hopefully its nothing super boring.
HAHA.

Alright.
Thats all la.
Enough crapping :D
Bye Peepohs!
Enjoy yourselves before the results come out~
;X

2010-05-10T12:29:00.001+08:00

I hate maths.

2010-05-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

BAIK CHELSEA FC!!!!
CHAMPIONS 2009-2010
HAHAHA
ALL THE WAY!!~

BLUE IS THE COLOUR.

2010-05-09T16:49:00.003+08:00

OMG.
LOL

Long time no see peepohhhs~~
LOL
I totally forgot about my blog >< HAHA

Anyways,
There's nothing much to blog about right now la
Just that,
My last 4 papers are tomorrow~
And Tuesday...
And Wednesday...
LOL

Alright.
Mission accomplished.
Blog revived.
YES THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD.

See you guys around.
Bye~

2010-02-26T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hi :]

Today, CCA was damn fun
LOL
Played something called...
''Water Soccer"~~
Yeahs
Play soccer in some inflatable court,
That is filled with water up to our ankles
Okay, the water is supposed so reach our ankles
But I think there was no time to fill the water to that much
So, just play la
HAHA
Funnnnnn~~
Run, fall down.
Run, fall down.

Anyway...
Yeah that's about it for today la
The only... Special thing :D
HAHA
Okay bye people

2010-02-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

'' I can't help you,
You don't stand a chance to make it.
If you really want help just,
Look into the mirror,
And tell me what you see. ''

2010-02-13T18:09:00.001+08:00

'' See, I don't understand how you're number one... ''

2010-02-09T18:23:00.002+08:00

Oh by the way,
Happy Birthday Gloria :D

2010-02-04T22:53:00.005+08:00

Heyy people ;]
A random post here.
I forgot to post this yesterday...
HAIS
Cos, yesterday's date was a once in a lifetime occurrence :D
Yesterday's date was; 3/2/10
LOL
3,2,1,0
HAHA
Now have to wait for... 2021...
Then will have 4/3/21
HAHA

Okay enough crapping here ;]
Bye people ~

2010-02-02T16:20:00.004+08:00

''I've never been perfect.
But neither have you."

2010-02-01T22:13:00.001+08:00

We WIN ;D

2010-01-31T21:55:00.001+08:00

Hey people ;]
Just to let you all knowwww,
( in case you might be wondering )
I'm going to be using the com less frequently already.
Starting tomorrow...
So, yeah...
Hahaaaaa~

Bye people. ;]

2010-01-25T20:32:00.002+08:00

Hello people,
Had a match today...
A match that I think we should have at least scored a goal in...
Lost to Farjar Sec 2-0...
Anyway,
The next match is for us to win yeah?
;]
I hope so :D

Anyway, boring day in school today...
First period was Maths...
Freaking boring...
Listening to that monotone voice can die one sia...
Then English...
Abit slack ;]
RECESS~
Then PE,
Throw sticks again...
LOL
No la... Javelins ;]
BORING
But, its fun watching other people throw it :D
Hahas
Then Physicssssssssss~
The Cooke didn't come today...
Sooooooo~
''Taxi Driver'' came to relief us ><
LOLS
Okay la... Dun so bad...
HAHA
Then,
Mother Tongue...
Cher go sec 4 camp ;]
So also quite slack ;D
Then at 12.30 zao for match le...

OKAY
So that's about it ;]
Bye people

" What happened? You don't flash that smile like you used to anymore... ''

2010-01-23T23:50:00.001+08:00

What's wrong with me these few days...
T.T

2010-01-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

And,
Happy Birthday Yang ;D
Haha

2010-01-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

Oh by the way,
Happy Birthday Edwin ;D

2010-01-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

Hello people ;]
Soccer match today,
Against Serangoon Sec...
They all play friendly match as if it was a tournament match...
Lost to them 1-0...
BUT its okay ;]
I think the team's improving in a way? ._.
Yeahhhh
So, byebye people ;]

''If I had you, that would be the only thing I'd ever need''

2010-01-18T18:05:00.003+08:00

LOL
No la...
What the hell man, random post?
Hahas
Anyway,
Almost one quarter of my brain cells died today during maths lesson...
Okay fine, I may be exaggerating but...
Yeah...
Stuck at the first question for 1 bloody hour...
And uhh,
Javelin throwing is dead boring...
LOL
Okay not really la...
BUT
Its damn irritating if you can't make the javelin land properly...
LOL
Sooooo
During PE lesson, I went to play with the Mimosa plant... :DD
LOL
Lame sia... ._.

Anyway,
I have no freaking idea why my class is always the last class to dismiss for recess and after school...
Lols...
But...
Okay... I crap until so much already...
Bye people ;]

2010-01-18T17:43:00.002+08:00

HI
RANDOM POST
BYE

2010-01-14T18:34:00.004+08:00

HAI ;]
Okayyyyyyyy~
So...
Today's another seriously screwed up day...
Was pissed off by english lesson again...
==
Damn irritating please...

BUT
Anyway,
Today's a ''special'' day because,
On this day, I grow older...
HAHA

SO
I would like to take this opportunity to THANK ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY :D
Happy birthday to me lalala~~
Okay...
LOL
And uhh, all those who didn't wish me a happy bday cos you forgot or didn't have the chance to...
Its okay ;]
HAHA
Anyway,
Yeah ;]
Thanks alot people :D
Byeee

2010-01-13T19:08:00.002+08:00

Hey people ;]
Welllllllllllll
So, today's a screwed up day after all ==
Got abit pissed off during english class...
Anyway~
There was another match today for the B-Boys ;]
Its against the Ex-Boys, the graduated bunch...
We won 3-2 ;D
Yayness ;]
But, I didn't get to play...again...
LOL
Bought coffee for coach instead... ._.
BUT, I'm going to freaking prove myself during the next training man...
150%...
;]
Okay...
I talk alot of crap le
LOL
Bye peopleeeeee~

Omg...tomorrow ==

2010-01-11T22:58:00.003+08:00

Hello people
Well today,
Had a friendly match against Ang Mo Kio Sec...
Well... The C-Boys beat their C-Boys 4-2
While we lost to their B-Boys 5-0 Wtf...
Anyway...
I guess its the first friendly match and we're still quite new to the new tactics...
Sooooooo
Gotta train harder manxz...

2010-01-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

HEY
Hahas
Okay...So it seems that the class is not so bad after all :D
LOL
Yeah, the situation's improving~
Everyone's talking~
Yay~
LOLS
That was gay... ._.

Okay anyway,
Chemistry is boring...
Very, complicated...
A-Math is just crap hard...
Although I understand that crap now...
And yeah, these two subjects...
Can die sia... Almost slept in class ==
LOL
Okay I shall stop here
Byebye~

'' I see you everyday...
I'm too scared to go over...
I wonder what you'll say...
I barely even know you... ''
=X

2010-01-04T16:09:00.003+08:00

Hello people ;]
Today's the first day of school~
LOLS
So yeah, finally knew my class ;]
BUT THIS CLASS IS SO NOT HYPER!!! T_T
LOL
Hmm... Maybe I'll give it some time ba
Haha
Let everyone get used to each other first ;]

Hehs...
But I still miss 2/7 '09 alot man...
Its probably the best class ever?
LOL
Okay I'll stop here. ;]
Byebye~

2010-01-01T01:06:00.002+08:00

HAI
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS
Although I'm like...1 hour plus late
LOL
Just came back from church~
Anyway,
All the best for 2010 people ;]
Byebye~

2009-12-25T18:50:00.002+08:00

YO people ;]

Just wanna post to say, MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone ;D
Enjoy your holidays man,
Cos its gonna end soon D:

Oh ya, I know I haven't posted about my trip to Europe yet...
Its nothing special actually...
Haha, but I haven't got all the photos yet...
So, patient yeah ;]
Okay
Bye people. ;]

2009-12-20T23:21:00.001+08:00

Yo everyone ;]
Back.

Damn tired now...
Needa catch some sleep ;]
So uhh...
Byebye~
See you all soon.

2009-12-08T18:20:00.002+08:00

Sayonara peepos ;D
See you all um...12 or 13 days later ;]
I will post again once I come back,
So uhh, yeah
Byebye
Take cares everyone :]

2009-12-06T17:01:00.002+08:00

Hey people...
Went for a match today...
The result is a 0-0 draw ;D
Goalkeepers clean sheet, haha
But I played like crap today though ==
Lols...

Hmm...
Right, actually, this post is to let you all know that I'm leaving for Europe on Tuesday...
I'll be back on the 20th...
Which is a...Sunday...Yeah...
So take care people ;D
Byebye~

'' I have seen my future...
And there is no future without you...
I can only get so far...
With thoughts of you to get me through...
You are the one I want
And what I want is so unreal... ''

2009-12-05T20:49:00.002+08:00

HAI
LOLS
Right.
Today was... an epic FAIL.
LOL
Not gonna elaborate on it ;D
Haha
Cos, its really damn WTF mode...
LOL

Haha
Anyway, I followed Ben to get my hair cut today ;D
Then, went to his house to play L4D and L4D2 cos my com is too shitty and I don't have the game yet.
LOLS
Awesome game ;D
But got some parts I tio shock ==
LOL
Okays, enough crapping.
I'll finish off here ;]
Bye~

2009-12-02T20:14:00.002+08:00

Okayyy...
Hai people,
I've changed some stuff on my blog...
Particularly the music...
And uhh,
Removed some stuff as well ;]
Hahaha

Right.
Gotta keep this short.
Going out soon ;]
Byebye~

2009-12-01T22:44:00.003+08:00

HAI
Okay, so it seems that I haven't updated the music yet but...
Lazy sia~
._.
Haha
Today was fun ;D
LOL
Not gonna elaborate though...
*Lazyness pwns*

Okay...
So...yeah...
Blogging a little bit more frequently now...
But, starting posts will be short and sweet ;]
Haha
Oh by the way,
Modern Warfare 2 pwns ass man ;]
Right.
Byebye~

I wonder...
Am I actually serious about this...?
Is it...Is it really just infatuation...?
Do I actually like someone?
Anyway...It's been some time since I had....

2009-11-26T20:58:00.004+08:00

LOL
HI
Dead blog ._.
I know, I know...
Lmao...
Finally posting again after like... So long?
Lols...
Last time never post cos cannot post in SPASTIC style o.o
Lols...
But since can type spastic again then post lo...LOL
But actually, I got nothing to post about la...
Just wanna...post so that this blog will be alive for al little longer before I kill it.
HAHA

By the way,
Music will be updated like... Next week or a few weeks later...
LOL
Lazy to do so now ._. Haha
Okayokay
Bye~

2009-08-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was probably the best Saturday in a long time ;]
Oh yeah, the match against Jurong Junior College ended with a 4-3 victory for CCK
Yay
LOL

2009-08-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

The match today ended with a 2-2 draw against NUS High.
Hahs
Okay, blogger is still screwed, so I'm not going to post much.
LOLs
Bye...

2009-07-21T20:52:00.005+08:00

Okay...
I have no fucking idea what the hell is wrong with the blogger posting thingy...
So I can't type spastic mode...
=_=
Oh well...
Today was quite fun man ;]

DnT lesson was FOS...
Seriously...
LOL
'' My brother's table is full of pencils. And is very messy. "
LOL
And lots of others...
Mr Fong is a pole dancer...
LOL
Lame =,=
Oh ya...
We found a rambutan while looking for ideas for DnT in the ''backyard''...
Did manymany things with it...
;]
Damn funny incident happened...
LOL
Then,
WeiZheng go open the rambutan...
Then he kicked the rambutan at the board...
It curved sia...
LOL
Then it hit the floor...
Then Ms Lo go take...
Then she go toilet...
Then came back with her mouth closed...
She ate the freaking rambutan...
LOL

Then...
Walao...
Mother Tongue lesson...
Played a game...
We had to look at the relief teacher without laughing...
Cos...
She has like...
Damn retarded expressions...
Freaking funny...
THEN
WeiZheng go put one dead lizard in the newspaper...
Then go hand in the newspaper to the teacher...
Then after that...
The teacher see the dead lizard inside...
Then she screamed...
LOL
All laugh like dunno what like that...
LOL
Can remember the expression sia...
Funny to the max ;DD
We should laugh more often...
Its good for health ;D
LOL

Okay...
Thats all luhh...
Bye.

2009-07-05T19:09:00.004+08:00

BAIKA IS NO MORE ;DD

Well...
Not really la...
But I can finally run, jump and skip around like before ;D
Yay me!!
The only thing I can't do now is...
Bending my toes...
Which means...
I may not be able to run as fast as before...
==

Alright,
First week of school was fine...
;]
Back to the same boring routine...
But I get to see my friends more often...
Yay
LOL
Oh ya...
Mdm Koh is still a b!tch ==
LOL

Currently 'enjoying' my long weekend...
Would be better if some crazy guy would stop chasing me ==
Diao...
Chase me around the damn condo ==
Crazy people...
Anyways,
Going to play soccer at Limbang tomorrow...;D
Not sure whether WeiZheng is meeting me at the bus stop or not...
He haven't reply me O.O
Then,
After soccer maybe staying for awhile to play Strikeforce?
Haha
Looking forward to tomorrow ;D

2009-06-26T22:38:00.002+08:00

Hi.
LOLz...
I'm going to post about today...
'Cos I've got nothing to do... ==

Right...
Today...
Wake up early...
Go play soccer at Limbang...
Play until baika pain come back again... ==
But it feels okay now though...
Haha...
Then after that,
Go Mac's buy lunch...
Then take bus with WeiZheng home...
Then on the bus got some woman block our exit ==
WeiZheng say ''excuse me'' don't know how many times she also never listen ==
Diao...
Then go home...
Eat MacChicken I bought...
Then bathe...
Then sleep... -.-
Wake up, already 5.30pm...
People jio me go play basketball...
So I did...
Just go down watch...
LOL
'Cos baika... ==
Then play finish...
Come home...
Go neighbour's house collect thing...
In the end, sit there watch TV ==
Then go home at 7.30pm...
Eat dinner then go out...

And nowwwwwww,
I'm here blogging and waiting for people to talk to me on MSN...
Lulz...
Byebye

2009-06-23T16:10:00.003+08:00

Eeeeeyerrrrrr

The old man said there will be NO holiday extension....
=...= =_= =.=!!
Hesh...
Sekali school reopen that time...
Got riot?
O.O
Or whole Singapore H1N1 cases sky-rocket...
LOL
Then confirm no school...
LOLs
Hax... All stupid dreams ==
Okay basically...
The last week of holiday is super damn boring and I don't really know what to do now ==
Then what's more...
I'm baika again...
==
Cannot freaking do anything like running, soccer or basketball until tomorrow...
==
It still hurts abit...
SHOULD recover by tomorrow...
Yay me...

Okay...
'Nuff said...
Byebye :D

2009-06-22T01:26:00.000+08:00

I'm being damn obvious... ==
LOL

2009-06-22T01:06:00.003+08:00

Hi.
I'm posting because I can't sleep ==
There are LOTs of things that are bothering me that's why I can't do so...
So...
Uh...
Yeah... I know my blog's pretty dead...
People are wondering why I never online for so damn long...
Yeah...
I know... Lulz...
Just... Too lazy to online I guess...
Not to worry...
I'll finally go online on Friday...
If I don't...
Uh... Means something happened or I can't use the computer ==

So...
Basically...
Yesterday the yesterday...
Which was Saturday...
Is the most... uh...
Screwed up day of my life...
Seriously...
People who knew and actually bothered about what I had been through would understand why I reacted in such a...
Hot-tempered way? ==
Lulz...
Maybe only like... 3 or 4 close friends would understand...
The rest...
I don't think so...
So yeah...
Not going to elaborate about that day...
It was totally screwed up...
Supposed to me an awesome day though...
Hais -.-

Let them say what they want,
Say what they want...
And if you want to shoot me with whatever unpleasant things...
Go on...
Its not like I haven't received criticism...
Insults...
Or threats in my face before...
Don't tell me you've been a saint all your life too...
Maybe it's because I didn't do the same to you before...
That's why you still to do this kind of shit to me...
Sighs... So much said...
All in all,
When that day finally comes,
Don't expect me to take you lightly because you're a girl...
My patience is limited too =]

2009-06-13T14:40:00.000+08:00

I know.

2009-06-08T14:13:00.003+08:00

WHATTHEFUCK
WHATTHEFUCK
WHATTHEFUCK
WHATTHEFUCK
WHATTHEFUCK
WHATTHEFUCK
WHATTHEFUCK
WHATTHEFUCK
WHATTHEFUCK
WHATTHEFUCK

I'm so going to fucking KILL YOU when I find out who you are...
FUCKING BASTARD!!
==

Mark my fucking words...
You fucking bastard ==
I know using the word '''fuck'' sounds immature...
But...
FUCK YOU BITCH
I'm never EVER going to forgive you

2009-06-08T13:36:00.003+08:00

Heyohz...

Lols...
I know I've been like...
Absent for so damn long...
LOL
Paiseh uh...
Cos, the other time my Internet has some screw ups...
Then after it was repaired, someone borrowed my mouse... ==
Ya...
So currently, I'm using my dad's mouse...
So don't expect me to online for so long ;]
=XX

Just to recap,
Last week was okayokay...
The lesson on thursday was damn fun man...
Maybe it shouldn't even be called a lesson...
LOL
The bus ride home was super scary...
So many black people on the bus...
NOT MEANT TO BE RACIST...
But seriously...

Then yesterday,
My friends came over to my house to ton the night...
Cos someone told us about this ghost that's haunting the estate...
Wait...
I meant, this 4 ghosts...
They were seen by this guard who was doing night duty...
Then when he went to check the tennis court area at around 1am,
He saw a white figure roaming around IN the tennis court...
This is not the first sighting I think...
Then the guard quitted...
And this damn tennis court is like...
Right in front of my block la...
You can see it through the window...
So then we were all freaked out by this thing...
So we decided to ton the night by playing Halo 2 and stuff like that to keep ourselves high...
LOL
Slept at 4am... ==
Oh ya...
Before that, at around 11pm when me and my neighbour was going back to our block uh,
We heard like...
Someone wailing and weeping at the drain behind the tennis court...
And at that time its FREAKING dark there...
No lights...
Who the hell would want to go to the drain at the back of the tennis court...
I mean like...
No one would be so wuliao right?
It sounded like an old woman...

Oh yes...
Then to other guards who seen it uh...
Described the ghosts to all of us...
Its like...
This old woman, wearing all white...With longlonglong white hair...
O.O

The hell la...
At first I thought only crazy retards live in my estate...
Now got GHOST??? O.O
Maybe that explains the screams I heard last friday night...
Damn it...
Fxcking scary...
==

2009-05-24T18:08:00.002+08:00

Hello people

Paiseh for my damn long absence...
My Internet got problem ==...
It's still under repair...
So I won't be online very often...
=X
Stupid Internet thing...
Oh well...
This is for those who were wondering ;]

Nothing much to update...
Can't remember anything...
LOL...
Well,
Thats all la...
Byebye

2009-05-14T19:23:00.002+08:00

Okay yohz...

I'm using the com again...
Yeah...
Made some changes to the blogskin...
The black and white one was starting to get kind of boring...
So uh...
Modified it ;]
And uhh...
The skull was removed...
Didn't really like the skull from the start anyway...
LOL
Currently working on the cbox...
Studying at the same time...
LOL
Multitaskkkkkkkkkk
:D

Oh yeah...
Good luck for exams tomorrow!
Last dayyyyyy!!

2009-05-12T19:01:00.002+08:00

Chest painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
I can't freaking breatheeeeeeee
FXCK!!!!
PAIN!!
>.<
=.=!!!
Help... ×.×

2009-05-10T19:02:00.002+08:00

Lols...
I forgot about my blog...
Won't be posting very often...
Will be playing cum studying...
Lols...
Paiseh if this post seems emo...
My right shoulder joint hurts like shit...
And I can't type with my left hand properly...
LOL
So uhh... yeah...
And I have to move the mouse with my left hand too...
So this post...
Is going to be abit emotionless...
LOLOLs

2009-04-29T19:08:00.003+08:00

YO!

Today I only want to talk about the soccer training...
;D
Cos the rest of the day sucked...
Especially science lesson ==
Like...
What the hell la... ==
Ms Lo =_=!!
Oh nevermind...
Some people can't be helped yeah?
;]

Soccer training rocked ;]
Although my head kena...
Uh...
Collision..
LOL
Collision with Zamal's head...
Funny sia...
Both of us want to head the ball...
Then in the end,
Kena each other head...
I don't know why he can still stand la...
I was like on the grass...
In pain...
==
Cos he like use his entire body weight la...
It still hurts...
LOL
...
My soccer boots got hole...
A BIG hole...
I think must buy new one already...
Hahs ;]

Then now I don't really know what to do...
LOL
Stare into blank space...
~.~
Oh yes...
I need to do revision...
Exams coming you know?
LOL
But what's there to revise for English la?
==

Hehs...
I think I end here ba ;]
The post is getting too long ==
Byebye ;]

You're not the only one who gets disappointed.
I'm human too.

2009-04-28T15:32:00.002+08:00

Just get out of my life ==
You've been nothing but a pain in the neck...
You're in the wrong yet you still say that I'm the one at fault...
Think of how you treat others...
Before you comment on how they treat you.

You think you're always right?
Well let me tell you...
Most of the time,
You're the one that's wrong.

I really wish I could kill you one day ==

2009-04-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

Trust in my self righteous suicide...
I cry...
When angels deserve to die...

How long will it take for you to finally understand...

2009-04-25T14:07:00.001+08:00

Wth...
Imeem sucks ==
All 30 seconds derh ==
Oh nevermind ...
LOL

2009-04-19T20:39:00.002+08:00

You were right bro...
I should have listened to you last year...
I should have taken the advice...
But since I didn't...
Now I suffer...
You were trying to help me...
I understand now...
Prepared to fail the exams...

So after all the good things I've done for you...
This is how you repay me?
You really don't remember do you?
Don't you fake it...
Deep inside of you...
I know its me you hate the most.

2009-04-18T21:12:00.002+08:00

Commitment !
Commitment !
Commitment manzxzx !
Got to work hard until the month of May is over...
LOL
Such a random post...
But its true anyways ;]

Basically...
Today was an okay day...
Was late for training today ==
Oh well...
At least I went...
Then come home play basketball...
Until like...
6 plus...
Then I'm chionging homework now...
Can't finish any compos today I think...
Time constrain!!
LOL...
I'm overreacting...
Thats all la...
Byebye ;]

Take a look at yourself.

2009-04-14T20:24:00.003+08:00

Hi all ;]

Super sorry for my longlong absence...
Didn't really feel like blogging ==
So uhhh...
Basically, nothing much happened today...
Except for the fact that Veralyn Sister made me pekchek today ==
By saying, '' I very bored " like, 1000000 times...
Yesterday was " Daniel... I ran away... " about 1000000 times also...
Oh well
I'm probably exaggerating...
==

And...
I GOT PWNED BY GLORIA IN ARM WRESTLING USING LEFT ARM ! ! ! ! !
SHITTTZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZX
==
Oh well
Actually,
She cheated XD
LOLs
And uhhhh...
I found out that Veralyn has two special buttons...
One will make her scream...
The other will make her laugh like some keesiao person...
Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Blahs
Thats all yeah?
Byeeeeee ;]

LOLs...
I just remembered about Mr Warren...
You know what I'm talking about, sister XD

2009-03-26T17:40:00.001+08:00

Hihi...
The Standings have been updated...
Nothing much to report...
Just that my performance sucked today ==
Bye.

2009-03-13T15:34:00.002+08:00

Alrights, today...
I got my report book back ==

People who want to know my results,
Here it is ;]

Subject--Marks--Grade

English--69.6--B3
Chinese--44.5--E8 LOL
Maths--93.3--A1
Science--80.5--A1
Geography--77.9--A1
History--88.6--A1
Literature--66.7--B3
Home Econs--87--A1

So what do you guys think?
By the way,
My overall average is 76%...
An A1...
LOL
And I know that E8 is quite an eye sore but...
Oh well...

Heh...
Enough about my results...
Anyway,
There's no CCA today...
So I can go home early...
But I needed to go back to school again... ==
To put the Chinese File into the pigeon hole...
LOL

So uh...
Nothing much to do except...
Revising for tomorrow's piano theory exam...
==
Wish me luck yeah?
Bye~

2009-03-12T17:30:00.002+08:00

The standings have been updated ;]

2009-03-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

Oh hai ;]
Today rockszx ;DD
Haha...
In some ways la...

I totally got owned by Veralyn during a pen/marker/whatever its called == fight...
The girls always win...
LOL
Blahblahblah...
Cannot remember...
Lalalalala...

Then leave early for CCA...
Paisehh for pangseh-ing you Sister ><...
Go downstairs eat noodles...
Then walk here walk there...
Then I went up to class in my training jersey...
Sleeve-less derh...
Then got people call me sexy wors...
LOLOL
Oh well...

Then actually got match one...
Against Jurongville...
I already shake hand with some of the players sia...
Then...
The match cancel...
==
Head Coach say alot of funny things about the cancellation sia...
LOL
Then we had training ;]
Blahblah...
I got to practise my clearing sia...
Everytime own goal derh ==
Basket~

Haha...
Then finish training...
Ben told me an interesting story about his fingers...
LOL
Get well soon manzx...

Afterwards, went to buy drink...
Then go home...
Haha...
Oh well...
Byebye~

2009-03-08T15:34:00.002+08:00

The truth...
Can hurt...
Can heal...
Can enlighten...
But sometimes...
Its scary...

;D
What a random post...
LOL...
Byebye~

2009-03-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hellos...
I don't really feel like posting about today la...
I suddenly feel abit emo...
=X
But today still rocks though ;]
Thank you Sheryl Sister for the war today ;D...

Well...
I got some emo stuff to say...
== Lol?
This is my second emo post la...
And yes, I'm counting so that I won't have so many emo posts and be emo ;D
Here goes... =X

"[ Take a look at yourself ]
I can’t help you,
You don’t stand a chance to make it...
If you really want help just,
Look inside the mirror and...
Tell me what you see..."

The words on top were taken from a song ;]...
But sounded like what one of my closest friends tried to tell me D:
Thinking again... Maybe not? LOL...
Oh well...
Thats all la...
No more emo stuff...
Haha

2009-03-05T19:07:00.001+08:00

Oh hi again. ;]
I've changed my blogsongs...
In case some people die of heart attack listening to those techno songs...
LOL...
Joking...
Oh ya...
I know there's a song that only lasts for 30 seconds...
I'll change it soon...
Stupid imeem ==

Haha...
Bye~

2009-03-05T17:26:00.002+08:00

Today rocks manzx ;]
In a way...
Haha...
But I can only remember some parts of today...
>.<
Oh well...

Mr Soh wants to SEX Edwin ! !
LOLOL :D
Cos we were like watching some skydiving video...
Then Edwin say the two people were like fcuking in mid air...
Then I think he said too loud...
Then Mr Soh come to him and shout at him;
"What sex !? I SEX YOU THEN YOU KNOW UH !"
LOLOL
Really LMAOing back there la...
LOL...

Oh...then I got dismissed early again...
For...SOCCER ;]
Woooh ! It rocks man ;]
Sorry Sister for pangseh-ing you >.<
Heh...
So go downstairs with Nigel...
Blahblahblah ( Cannot remember la...I only remembered I ate hor fun =X )
Then...
Go loiter around the school...
Oh ya...
Me and Nigel played with a table-tennis ball be found on the floor...
LOL...
So wuliao ==

Then the matchhhhhh ;]
Fun ;]
Not going to elaborate XD
See the Standings yaw ;D

Alrights, thats all luhh...
I'm going to have a thiak fight with Sheryl tomorrow...
;D
And I'm so going to win :D
Bye~

Welcome to the team ;]

2009-03-03T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hihi ;]
The Standings have been updated in case you don't know =X
Got to make this short...
I need to revise ;]

Don't puke in school again ohkay...
Damn worried for you siol =X
Ahhaha ;]
I'll bet it won't happen again ;D

2009-03-01T14:00:00.002+08:00

Ohkay.
This will be the last emo post ever...(I hope)
After that,
No more emo shit alright?
;]

To someone :
"You were everything that's bad for me,
Make no apologies...
I'm crushed,
Black and blue...
But you know,
I'd do it all again for you..."

To another someone :
"Now I can see your pain ,
I'm sorry,
Goodbye !!
I cry so hard...
Now I can see your pain,
I'm sorry,
Goodbye !!
I'll cry tonight..."

Alright.
No more emo shits from now on...
;]
Byebye ~

2009-02-26T19:22:00.003+08:00

Whahah !
This post was an order from Sir Asshole.
LOL

So basically, I've decided not to be so self-centred anymore...
I'm going to be really high...
For real.
From today onwards...
I'm going to be a changed person...
I'm not going to hate anyone...
I'm not doing to find fault in anyone...
I'm not going to care whether anyone loves me or not...
;D

Today was an emo day though...
Alot of people pang sehh me...
×.×
So saddddd...
But who cares about them la...
I have God siols...
;DD

Thats all la...
Gotta go for TUITION!

2009-02-24T22:29:00.001+08:00

Would you believe me if I told you that I was crying now?...
Maybe you won't...

What's the use anyway...
You all don't even care...
Except for some...
Thank you for enlightening me, *someone*...

2009-02-24T19:52:00.002+08:00

Hi.
Today Sucked.
Bye.

LOL...
Kidding la...
Today was fine...
Only fine...
Not good, but fine...
LOL...
Hmm...
I feel like having moodswings again...
Because...
Of someone...
I guess...
Nope...Its not Veralyn...
==
Someone else...
Who I thought was my ''close'' friend...
Yeah...
Sure as hell ''close'' yeahh?
Fxck shit... ==
Really uh...
I don't know what that person is thinking la...
At first...
So good to me like that....
Then after that,
Treat me like shit like that...
==
To hell with these problems and shit la...
-.-

BYE.

2009-02-23T20:20:00.002+08:00

Hello people...
Turns out that the maths test was shifted to Wednesday instead...
O.O
Yeah...
Wow...
==
Today...
Quite...er...
''Siong'' uh...
LOL...
Sparred with WenYang and Ben...
WenYang still ohkay la...
Fair fight...
Ben...
Uh...
Don't know whether you call that sparring or embarrassing yourself la...
I can't even throw a decent punch at him la please ==
Whack so fast...
=X
Heh...
Guess thats all la...
So many people ignore me in class...
Not much stuff to post about also right?...
=XX

Ohkay...
Byebye~

2009-02-22T21:59:00.006+08:00

Oh hi...
I'm not really in a mood to post about the happy stuff that happened today and yesterday...
So...
Uh...
Emo post ?
Yeah.
Something like a feedback to myself on my life now...
Lol?

Recently,
I've noticed my studies declining...
And I'm actually starting to slack...
Isn't it like the wrong time to slack now?
I mean like...
Its the fxcking streaming year man...
Why the hell am I slacking?!
Screw it lar...
Especially maths...
Oh mannn...
I'm so going to get owned by the maths paper tomorrow la...
Fxck lar...
And homework...
I don't even know what the hell I'm supposed to do...
Even if I DO know what I'm supposed to do,
I don't know how to do it...
Whatthehell mannnn...
What's wrong with me?...
Maybe I don't pay attention in class?
==
Which means...
I'm not going to do the newspaper report...
Because...
I don't know how to do it...
Shitzx == ...
Someone help me... T.T

Right...
Now,
My attitude...
What's wrong with my attitude now?
I'm starting to become a retard...
Fxck...
I can't believe I'm actually going around making those gay and retarded high pitch sounds and screaming my head off for no apparent reason in class...
Why?
Because I don't want to be fxcking emo anymore...
But it turns out that I can't stop my tears at home yeah?
Yep...
I'm always emo at home...
And I get pissed off at every single thing that irritates me...
Oops...
I just let out my ''dark'' secret...
==
Now you may be thinking...
'Oh, so Daniel was actually PRETENDING to be happy in school...'
Yeah...
I AM pretending...
But at least its better than me always being emo in class right?
If I keep emoing in class,
You all will be like...
'What the hell is wrong with Daniel sia...Everytime emo one...So self-centred...Don't care about our feelings derh...'
Yeah...
So what what you want me to do????...
I'm putting my ass on the line again la...
I AM LOSING MY MINDDDDDD...

Someone...
Anyone...
Help me... T.T
~

"Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy."

2009-02-20T20:32:00.003+08:00

Hello people !

Today was abit boring...
I think...
Or maybe its because I can't remember anything that happened today...
O.O
Hmm...
Ohkay...
I totally don't remember anything...
Hahaha...
Right...

Byebye~

Its funny that the people who hurt you the most;
Are those who swore they never would.

2009-02-19T18:13:00.005+08:00

Hello people!
Today was ohkay...
Well, at least it was...
And, I'm sorry Liz...

Blahblahblah...
During the wait for Ms Wong to open the music computer lab,
Me, Wesley, WenYang, Stanley and Edwin went to take random zilian pictures...
LOL
Super fun ! ;D
Then Afiq and WeiZheng joined...
Haha...
×2 fun ! ;DD

Then today got match wor...
Against Fajar...
Means I could pon MT lesson again...
=X
But I couldn't play...
My toe yesterday kena squash during training...
Now still very pain ×.×...
But I got sent onto the field in the last few minutes...
Still can run ba...
See the Standings for the results...

Ohohoh,
And I didn't emo at all today ;D
Wooh !

Byebye~

2009-02-18T21:03:00.003+08:00

Oh, I'll take that as a complaint?
Ohkay.
And about bad-mouthing...
I didn't.
I smiled instead.
Disappointed?

Give me some time.
If you really can't wait,
Then I've got nothing to say.

2009-02-18T20:36:00.003+08:00

Say what you want.
Gossip for all I care.
Scold me with whatever vulgarities you can come up with.
Spread whatever you think that'll ruin my image.
Tell everyone to shut up when they see me.
Blog about how fucked up I am.
Block me.
Take a knife and try to kill me.
Don't call me your friend.
Ignore me.
Listen,
I don't hate you.
I just want to know.
But you can continue whatever you're doing now.
Until the time's right.
If you think it's going to change anything,
You're wrong.

So may God bless you for what you're doing now.
And may He show you mercy.
Because I won't.
Not anymore.

Oh ya,
I almost forgot.
Grats on my 100th post.
;D Randomness~

I've got a feeling that there'll be spammers soon.
Bring it on.
Should I,
Or should I not?
Ben,
I'm still thinking about it. ;D

2009-02-17T19:38:00.001+08:00

Hi.
I'm dead tomorrow.
Bye.

D:<

2009-02-15T12:50:00.002+08:00

For you, the world has changed.
For me, the world has ended.

Now that its all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one,
To bring me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left,
Just left me cold and out of breath,
I feel too far, was in way too deep,
Guess I let you get the best of me...

When you slammed the front door shut,
Alot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see,
That you never were the best for me...

I never saw this coming,
I should have started running a long long time ago...

2009-02-13T20:16:00.004+08:00

Ohkay people ;D
This is part 2 of today's post ;DD

Ohkay...
So after the bell rang,
I went downstairs to return my 2 days overdue library book ==...
Haha...
Anyway, there was no CCA so...
Yea...
Then I took my time to go to the canteen...
Saw the crowd in the canteen...
Immediately lost my appetite...
So I bought a drink instead...
Then walk to the gate...
Cannot go home...
Inside, I was like...
Whatthehell???
==...
So nevermind la...
Go put bag at the staircase...
Then go walk around...
Ohkay...
I can't remember what I did after that...
*fastforwarding*

Then,
On my way to the canteen...
I heard Sheryl and Veralyn call my name...
They were at the 4th floor wor...
They called me to go up...
So I did...
Then for some reason whatsoever...
They started running away...
I thought what...
Playing catching with me uh? =X
Haha...
But it doesn't turn out to be the case...
They were running away from the band people...
O.O
So...
Alot of things happened...
Very fun lar from then onwards...
Got one time Sheryl started laughing like she was possessed...
O.O
*fastforwarding*
Then it came to the 'climax' of the whole thing...
LOL
They wanted to get out of school lerh...
So then...
I cover them to the first floor...
Sort of...
*fastforwarding*
THEN THEY PANGSEHH ME...
DD:
Oh too bad for me...
Its friday the 13th anyway...

So then...
Slacked and did don't know what things until 5...
==...
This was the first freaking time I wasted 3 hours in school...
Ohya...
Mr Tay's 1 minute = 1 hour -.-
LOL...
Anyway...
Friday the 13th wasn't so bad after all...
Especially after school...
;D
Byebye ~

2009-02-13T17:48:00.003+08:00

Hello People~
Today is probably the ''worst'' day of my life...
O.O
Probably...
Right, we'll start off with the first lesson...
First lesson of the day was PE...
Learnt how to shot put...
Walao...
Its was harder than I thought lor...
I thought it was just throwing a heavy metal ball only...
But got technic de ==...
So blahblahblah...
Then came English...
Sian diao...
Blahhh...
Then it was Maths...
==...
The suckiest lesson of the day manzx...
Cher tell us to stay back for recess just because she couldn't finish going through the Maths paper ==...
I ask you uh, half an hour can go through what $#!T sia?...
Not much right?
Confirm cannot finish going through the paper right?
==...

So then,
I got pissed off...
Because my stomach was hurting like hell...
And I really needed to eat...
O.O
So I practically walked out of the class with Ben...
;D
Then after awhile,
Wesley followed...
:DD
Then the three of us were the first 2/7 people to go downstairs...
Hahazx...
Honestly uh,
The feeling of walking out was good...
O.O
Blahhh...
Then come back,
Got History test wor...
I think I'll pass ba...
But not very good...
Heh...
Blahblah...
Then English again...
Got a little bit of drama...
O.O
Don't want to elaborate...
=X
Blahblah...

Then come MT...
Heh...
Got test also...
But I don't need to take...
;D
Because I was absent from MT class yesterday...
So I didn't know that there was test...
So oh well...
Slack lor...
Then reading period...
No reading lehh...
Is like...
Er...Oral like that...
Come out answer question ==...
Then bell ring...
School over...
;D
Woooh...
Very wordy this post...
I'll continue part 2 when I come back from swimming...
;D
Bye for now~