I don't feel the warmth anymore.
Everything is good from the beginning.
Its always like this.
Always starts out the way you want it to go.
And it always seems so alright.
Then, soon after, yeah,
The novelty wears off.
Maybe that's why it is like this.
Everything's become a routine.
Doesn't feel real.
But not for me.
The novelty doesn't wear off.
It lasts and lasts and lasts.
I don't take things for granted.
I'm not angry.
I'm just very disappointed.
The way things are now doesn't make me feel like that special someone.
Just makes me feel like a normal friend.
How can I make you see?
That you just mean so much to me.
I wonder what will you do when you read this.
But this is just how I feel.
I don't know why I don't have the guts to tell you this personally.
But I'm just going to leave this here.
I just hope that,
My nightmare does not become a reality.
I'm not asking for anything much.
I just want you to show me just how much you love me really.
But really,
I love you. ♥
♥
5:56 PM
